The hidden lessons are the most valuable. Look.
Life is complicated, messy, and at times heartbreaking. But out of the storm comes the beauty. Lessons.
Only you can choose to become aware enough to realize what the lessons meant for you to learn are.
This year has brought life and death for me.
The life of my new born daughter and the death of my best friend since 6th grade. My daughter wasn’t even two months old before everything I felt I had worked for came crashing down around me, My daughters God mother. Gone. In the blink of an eye.
I am choosing to take this loss as a potential for me to gain.
She showed me what it means to be a true friend. A true genuine soul. And for that I am forever grateful. All my life , what she saw in me, I never saw in myself. Ive always felt less than. She was my validation. Without her here physically I know it is a sign from God that I have been shown the way to become my own best friend. To create my own confidence. To be my biggest supporter of myself.
Not all that negative self-talk/harm I always used to do.
That was huge for me to overcome. Now its time to replace it with everything my best friend would say to me. I must say to myself.
I also believe God’s plans for me involve me branching out into my community. And although she would have done everything with me, God is letting me know that with him I am capable of doing it on my own.
Creating a new circle
A new image
A new life
Please reach out if you are struggling with finding the good in your worst times.
Until next time,
Saddle up!